Sunday, April 30, 2006

lonely where romance blooms

flowers are blooming
blue skies are glowing
the breeze is cool
and yet there is nothing to do
this tranquility is loving me
with its tortuous time
giving me the space to be confined
all I want is to be loved
to find mine
and yet I sigh alone
romance will not find me
in these village walls
time to dance can only remind me
of the places I have to go
the spaces I need to grow
and yet I want to know
the desires if only to sow
can be found in the simplicity of
cobble stone streets
spanish harlem beats
and the simple heat of the sun
I'm strung
like the streamers in the street
and the confetti that falls
describes my emotions
as it settles on the floor
and is stepped on once more
in the beauty of dismay
I hesitate and delay
my emotions run astray
as I want to connect
and be engaged
within the beautiful walls I play
with memories that will stay
and teach me to love a new way
how long do I have
to wish and pray
for these dreams to be
answered this way

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

torture me digitally

as you lay your head
and rest for the day
I open my eyes
and welcome the new day
what a horrible
and mean game do we play
connection like this
will drive me insane
how I wish I could call you
and bring attention to the
how I wish I could be there
and stop teasing myself
this sometimes could feel
like it is pure hell
with this loss of syncronisity
and intense curiosity
nonstop philosophy
running through my mind
I just want it to be us
for a moment in time.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

meditation over the valley sunrise

Slowly the mist lifts in the valley below
the truth is now starting to show
and as I linger here clean and free
my breath deepens to recycle within me
dawn breaks and the sparrows stir
singing lullibies fluttering words
hoping to catch those first rays
waiting to see a bright sunny day
and my concentration is hard to combine
with beauty around me that seems so devine
my meditation will develop in time
if only the moment could stay in my mind
with each inhalation I can smell the sea
each breath continues to refresh and rejouvenate me
try to stay strong and sit here so long
clearing my mind this vast space I find
somehow I still need to retrace and practice each day
simple life do I stay
watch the rays shower the land
feel the heat that will cover my hands
my visions developed before my mind
now its simply taking the time
to breath and build my dreams
shower the land

you love speaks to me...

this village has walls that speak to me. their blankness reflects into my mind, like canvas soon I will unwind and take hold of the moments that pass and surrender to this everlansting compassion and overjoyed with these simple action and mosaic patterns that run through my mind there is only buy time to dream on this land is so fine I could drink so much wine and sing in the valley on my way to the sea I just wish you were here with me to enjoy this view the blankness just rings my heart so true I still love you.