torture me digitally

as you lay your head
and rest for the day
I open my eyes
and welcome the new day
what a horrible
and mean game do we play
connection like this
will drive me insane
how I wish I could call you
and bring attention to the
how I wish I could be there
and stop teasing myself
this sometimes could feel
like it is pure hell
with this loss of syncronisity
and intense curiosity
nonstop philosophy
running through my mind
I just want it to be us
for a moment in time.