Monday, November 09, 2009

They build
they build them big
they build them strong
they build
they build power
they build strength
they build and we come to live
we come to play
we come to learn
in what they built
they built a system
they built a school
they build and we just support their building
they build a system
a system which traps us
in the structures they assemble
in the system they construct
they build with logic
they build with bricks
and they engineer the methods in which to build
it is he who builds
it is she who services the build
it is he who designs
it is he who builds our walls
to keep us in
or to keep us out
they build to control
they build to take control
and she just accepts it.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Communikey Cliché
Integrity in disarray
minimal beats for minimal minds
Capitalized on
Mass produced
Indy clip art
All been used
I’m not amused
In the production of fun
A tablet sold by Alala One
No open calls
Only popularity draws
At B-side
Communi-clique
You’re all deepfried
And sold minimal values
In techno-ethics
molested by CommuniKate
In a diseased state of polyamery
a sham u see
A remixed edited porn
Ethics from corn
A mirage of blinking lights
Blinded sheep bob their heads
144 beats per moron
they continue to dish
a game they call CommuniHATE
its not open for debate
brush it under the table
they can’t pay
their not able
And yet whose to blame?
How about JanedaPain

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

maybe never

No time, no place, heck I wouldn’t want a trace
A trace of looming disaster
Yet its almost Friday
and a week of independence looms
my camera and boom
alone to soon
and I still look at the moon
waiting for
some peace to come
from my severed heart
with no crush to repair
I stand here
With even greater standards
Of depth and girth.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

There is love,
But there is no one in love here
We are all people of love
And we seek to find this love
To please our loves
But at this moment there is no lover
My last love had crushed me
And my last love has helped me mistrust
The love of others is insincere
And now love is lost
Lost in a sea full of lust not love
I’ll hide from love
And grow thorns to keep lovers away
No more heart decay, this loves gone array

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

A Spoiled Trophy Wife

All this time
And I almost think it will never end
You were never my friend
It was all power
And pride
Some kind of social stride
I never made your "happy little bride"
Instead I branded your ass
And conquered your past
And your denial
Tore us apart
My independent love
For the one true
My blood never extended to you
Not when you speak lies to me like you do
We are through
Sad but true
Thank goodness I finally saw through you

Fuck the Haters

So she told me
Confirmed what a coward
How shallow
And heartless
How easy
It disgusts me
but I knew
it was the only way
You could cope
She told me
She wasn’t as pretty as I
You think I give a Big Blue fuck
You can spread your disease
Fuck who you please
Wtf, why am I crying
Why do I care
Puke myself to Berlin

Monday, January 05, 2009

There is irony
In the wings that fly me
In the scar that holds him
In the nightmares I stir
In the monster he drives

There is irony
In my review mirror
In your empty metal box
In my labia majora
In your lack of “the national average”

Friday, January 02, 2009

I scare them all away
Fuck you I say
I don’t need to waste my time anyway
Stuck here thinking
Always evaluating
For what
I keep facing myself
There is nobody to embrace me
I’m here, and I must learn
To sleep alone
In my twin bed
And in my head
My time will waste
No matter what I pray
This fate of singularity
Here, again
I must learn to cum
Alone in my bed
in my head
alone

Fuck You

I hasten to forget
to simply not remember
how it felt when he touched me

I lay there, wanting to change
working to climax
only a blue salty tear

I wish I had a crush
someone I could lust
because, I can’t cum
until fully over you