infected love

I guess i really liked you
I'm not sure why
cuz I'M gone, good bye
but something about
our time, your face
the touch of your hand to my face

distracted, yet attracted
jealous or free
how can I come up with the right feelings for me
I can see that it was right to end
self torture and destruction
your jealous gestures
weakness prevails
my heart can tell

it's cool I know your just a guy
horny and lonely just the same
better you than I
I'll be strong
stronger than you think I am
crazy, obsessive maybe
but reality it's all in the plan
intruding several layers of skin
I'm a virus infecting within